so i have gotten a job at UPS. it pretty cool, beth and i are working things out, its tuff, but totaly worth it. i really love her, and i am trying really hard for us to work. i am afraid that tim is saying shit to her and influencing some of her decisions. it my girl with my child... i dont know how much i am diggin some of the stuff that is ( Read more... )

well, i feel like crap, everything is going down hill... it sucks. if you care and u know my number, call. im not going to post about how terribly fucked up it all is online and cry like random strangers give a fuck. im out. nothing new. peace

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Im stressin.. i dont know exactly what i am going to do.. im stuck between a rock and a hard place right now. i dont know how to handle the situation im in. my decision is going to suck one way or another. i dont like it. im not sure when i am going to have work again, hopefully tomorrow, but i dont know. im getting a tattoo on friday, at 1. ( Read more... )

Friday seems to have fallen through.. i really need to get my head on stright. ive got some money coming to me for the past few days of work, i have what ive earned written down and im keepin track.. hopefully i get it on monday. anyway, i suppose im off to bed. nothing new has really happened. just the same old shit, different day. at least ( Read more... )

So I've started working again. A friend of mine has hooked me up with a job. i am working for his dad doing construction out in towson. fun stuff actually, the hours are pretty late though. I just got home prolly 15 minutes ago. i have work again tomorrow at 3:30 till midnight, the pay is good though, 10$ an hour. i have to pay off my ( Read more... )

well, here it is. a new live journal. i dont feel like using the old ones... i actually am trying to find a way to delete them. to much bad crap is in there and i dont feel like going through 4 years of shit to find a few good entries. the way i see it, if it was good, then i probably remember it anyway. :P anyhow, im off to add friends and what ( Read more... )