this bullshit is fuckin gay. since i can't keep anyone happy, i'll give up everything i do to try to keep myself happy...just to make them happy...you think that'll work!?!? i fuckin give up. why should i care about them before me???? i do that enough....so i can't have a boyfriend and a bestfriend...so why have either???

ok...this seriously does bother me ...oh, and i don't give a fuck if she doesn't care that it bothers me, or thinks its silly. she had pics of her son on there. if blogs on myspace are "friends only" and someone posts a blog under that...obviously if im on their friends list, i don't know which ones are open or just friends only....i didn't go off ( Read more... )

i love new found glory. it reminds me of when i was like 13-14....totally hopeless an sad all the time...but this punk made me happy...and jump around an have fun...n i'd hear it at parties n get to get up n jam...oh yeah. the old days. i really hate how your life passes you by in phases...maybe i depended on drugs too much in my past...i know i'd ( Read more... )

livejournal blows these days. my friends wondered off....moved..some in bands...ergh..so they don't keep in touch. plus...chris isnt on much. i should text him...see what the fuck is goin on....

um....i like this boi...oh yeahhhh

ok night.

hmm....i don't remember lastnight. i wish i did lol. we went with shane around 6 er so and left his place at 11.....so fucking blazed, and i hadda drive to my house...and it was foggy as hell. grrr ( Read more... )

ok so i havent typed anythingin here for a while...hmmm...so more drama i guess ( Read more... )

yes chris, i know you read my entries. bout the only one these days lol

right...forget tim. he says i shouldn't talk to him anymore so i can be happy...wait, you mean this is just yer way of getting rid of me. nice....very smooth.

im really stoned right now.
Not sure why Im putting anything in this journal.
I have nothing ta say.
Nothing's been goin on.
actually a lot has...but I don't think about that cuz it just makes me wanna break down and cry.
The end.
~SinD

So...I finally got around to finalizing the last scarification I was ever gonna do to myself. I started it when I was 17, and only got 2 parts done, when there were supposta be 3. But tonight, I figured it'd be the best time ta do it. Li'l sore and bled more than it should have. I mean, never did on my other ones, so maybe i did something different ( Read more... )

don't really think anyone reads this anymore ( Read more... )