A rare daylight entry. I am sitting in the library trying to find a comp that will accept my antique 3 and 1/2 inch disc. i remember 1995 when discs were all the rage, now people laugh. If the stupid thing did not contain my resume and headshot I would through it in the fuckin trash!!! I need to send my stuff to the head guy at Feargrounds or I may ( Read more... )

Trying to lead a healthy lifestyle is not far removed from imposable. I can do with out alcohol the incidence of alcoholism in my bloodline is such that I would be a fool not to. Weed is trap free for me as it fills me with a profound sense of disgust. I never encountered anything harder than Ephedra, which was the best shit in the known universe. ( Read more... )

Just Got off work. All and all not a bad weekend. Made a little money and learned how to a new cocktail. A moheto sounds and smells great i will have to try one at my next opportunity. I am trying to get a paid position at a haunted house this October, my email 3went unanswered. Emails are evil for their impersonality and glorious for their ( Read more... )

Yeas another day underground. The staleness air in my basement apartment could gag King Tut. I am going to sell off my knife collection for a few extra pennies. i do not even like most of them anyway, they came to me as gifts from people who thought they knew me and thought that any edged implement would give me an instant hard on. "Here Fred you ( Read more... )

Sometimes I resent having to steal time from my schedule to do the things that give me peace of mind. Sometimes I regret not being satisfied with those things and people I have known before. Most of the time my self pity makes me want to retch ( Read more... )

It's raining in baltimore. The sound of thunder tickles my ears. Now you can not walk down the avenue without being assaulted by musical epithets spilling aggressively from every car window, house, apartment, Ipod and Tv. Nice to remember that the thunder still makes them all shut the fuck up. I am getting tired of getting people drunk and fat for ( Read more... )