It takes so little to depress me when it comes to him. Right now i can hear him getting pist off and bitching b/c im wrong. i take it too far. He doesnt understand...but then again the same could be said about me. I cant let myself think that way tho b/c when it comes down to it this thing isnt even about me and him. Its about my 'family' and how ( Read more... )

It takes so little to depress me when it comes to him. Right now i can hear him getting pist off and bitching b/c im wrong. i take it too far. He doesnt understand...but then again the same could be said about me. I cant let myself think that way tho b/c when it comes down to it this thing isnt even about me and him. Its about my 'family' and how ( Read more... )

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for safe keeping

As it usually goes, this place was found by the wrong person. Dead is this place...thats ok tho its getting colder here. All i've got is my lovely Lisa

When i kill myself i'll use...


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Today i ignored the fact that Lisa left. Fuck her. FUCK YOU LISA!...im jk ( Read more... )

lalalala.....my time is spent keeping myself buisy and pretending like i dont have problems....while hopeing to figure out one day who/what the fuck i am. Maybe something random and totally obvious will come screaming and violent my way. Maybe it already has...maybe it does everyday. It seems to be so obvious to everyone else....godahmit.

Georgia isnt happening. Michigan isnt happening. We're too fucking poor to make it anywhere. BUT i'll sell myself to Talan for a ride to GA...hint hint. I broke up with Andy and managed to break his heart more than spare it. Apparently after me there is no loving...but how many times have i heard or felt that? Hopefully he'll live on b/c Andy is ( Read more... )

Tried another one. All i've got to say is you know there is something wrong when you do a drug like that and still feel disatisfied with the world. Maybe its just because its my first time......I can hope.

It hit me harder the second time i tried it ( Read more... )