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FUCK!!! All her strength, her self-confidence, all of it bullshit in the face of close minded authority figures with something to prove. People more determined than me and i have only one option. Not an option. Not if i truely want to say " to hell with anyone i care about now". I can't. I'd leave them hanging with noone to come to. Chaos. Chaos.
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Your beating yourself up to bad. I mean, sure you may have royally fucked up...but who hasn't? And in the end, your NOT another pot head, nymphomaniac craving attention and pain. The Krissy I know is so fuckin' strong...she use to give me faith in myself when I was going thru some rough shit....and seeing you break down like this...is...well...scary. Don't you fucking give up. Cuz if you do, who will I go to if I need help? Give yourself more credit. People MAKE mistakes. It's apart of life...even though it may be a fucking vicious cycle of hell.....
Do Not Give Up!
Cuz then everything you said to me that made me feel better would go down the drain...and I don't want that...your a lot stronger than you precieve yourself....
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Everything i ever told you is true, and i konw i am strong. Its just hard to look at myself in the mirror and say " you deserve better". Its hard to for me to look in the mirror and see anything but a backstabbing curse.
And its not so bad, and im going to get over it, its just...Everytime i look at jack and i see his eyes sparkling, i know they could be brighter. I know his laugh could be louder, and i know that if i hadnt done what i did, he wouldnt be questioning his actions everytime he wanted a kiss. Its just...i kill a little bit of every guy i ruin. But I'm done drinking and cheating, so its not like i have a problem anymore. i just need to forgive myself.
Thank you for caring and dont be worried when i randomly freak out like this, its like therapy.
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