watching either:
jay and silent bob stike back [for the millionth time]
or
incubus volume 2 [because brandon boyd is a fox]

shall we take a vote?

this has OFFICIALY made my night. richard simmons on who's line is it anyways. WOW.

mike; hello... i'm hoping this is a very straight forward letter to you. all is well with me, i am not hurting myself [much], doing drugs, drinking, ect. i cannot promise you this for the time being, occasions may occur. as much as you do not want to be with me, is as much as i want to be with you. i understand the "i don't want to be with anyone" ( Read more... )

yes so.... anyone know where the fuck mike is.

today i plan on:
1. bleaching my hair
2. going to the mall
3. waiting for mikes call
while waiting:
-call lily
-call rachel
-call mariel
-call mad
4. hopefully chilling with mike
5. if not, watching summer of sam by myself
if anyone wants to join me in this exciting night
you are more than fucking welcome.

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I AM: sad ( Read more... )

rachel or mariel [laugh]... if you get this CALL me. i really really hope we can all chill tonight. garhhh. cccccaaaaaaallllllllllllllll <333

went to lilys and talked; ate half baked [ben and jerry]; watched the wall. it made me happy, to have company and comfort. i felt very secure and it kept my mind off mike. i am beginning to realize that hanging on him isn't the answer. when i got back mike had called 3 times and had left a message. he wants to hang out tomorrow. things are looking ( Read more... )

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someone occupy me until 5, mike is calling then. god i feel so incredibly... unwanted worthless stupid misunderstood. i shall be a hermit in my room and read, as i do. because i am emily.