i wish my dad trusted me. i know ive done a bunch of shit to not earn it but i can never have a meaning full relationship because and cant even see someone unless at school i want to like take sara out to eat or something but i know he wont let me :(

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Well i was talking to someone about sara i was planning to ask her out today but the person i was talking to told me to not ask her out and just let her ask me im kinda confused about it all i just dont want to fuck shit up and not get to be with sara that would make me sad :'(

i still feal so lonely i just want someone that i can hold close to me and to know that they really love me but no one loves me so its hopeless i just want to be loved :'(

im feeling really lonely right know all i want is to be with sara

im starting to love her so much i wish i could hold he close and just be with her *sigh*

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i love sara SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH

well i asked sara if she would think about dating me and she said yes and ive been having a really shitty weekend and that really helped i know she didnt say yes but i still feal good ive been calling her alot which is odd for me because im really shy and dont like to call people but im starting to get really attached to her and it feals so great :

FUCK YOU

AND DIE

ive meat someone new her names sarah im beginning to lke her. she means alot to me. im so glad to find someone that finaly loves me it feals so good