yes, i know. i'm selling out again by writing on this thing but eh. i didn't like the way my soul felt in the pit of my stomach anyway. too salty ( Read more... )

i don't really get lj, but as the new school year is starting up, i might as well update ( Read more... )

the show went really well. it sucked my life away for a good two months but it went really well and now it's over and i have my life back from 7-11 every night. so cool ( Read more... )

February feels like it will be ten times better.

So here's to kisses, liberation, writing, and directors.

so back home. not much more than a week and already i've ( Read more... )

so we're approaching the final stretch and it's almost over. i go home on saturday and i'm really happy about that... for now ( Read more... )

so in concept, designing a show is very easy... in practice... not so much. i've broken down three times in the past four hours but luckily no one has seen them... they were quiet things i did when i finally got some time to myself to think about how i'm never going to get this fucker done, then back to the drawing board ( Read more... )

and i couldn't honestly tell you why. it's just fitting again... which kind of sucks considering we'll all be leaving in a few weeks. this weekend should be fun. i don't actually know if i'm going to do the halloween party thing though cause of late i have preferred small parties with friends i actually want to be drunk around rather than huge ( Read more... )

i need comfort

i no longer know what to do about this situation and i'm getting tired of people not saying what they want from me (friends, possible relationships, possible friends, etc.) i hate ambiguity. why can't we have the power to just tell people what we want ( Read more... )