Ok, quick update(for the ones who care ( Read more... )

Sitting here in the dark with my one cup of tea ( Read more... )

I DON'T KNOW WHY I DO THIS TO MYSELF, BUT I DO! IT'S A FRIDAY NIGHT AND I SHOULD BE OUT DANCING, SINGING, DRINKING HAVING FUN, BEING WILD, BEING FUCKING 19 AND YOUNG! INSTEAD WHAT AM I DOING? SURFING THE NET. SURFING THE FUCKING NET!!! WHAT A NO-LIFE. I FEEL LIKE LIFE IS PASSING ME BY. NO, SERIOUSLY, IT REALLY IS. I CAN ONLY BLAME MYSELF, OF COURSE ( Read more... )

Yes, I am no longer a bum, I now have a job! Which is why it's been ages since I have written. The job is ok, my workmates are funny and they make the day run faster, not faster than my feet though. They are so sore from standing up I don't think I can even walk. It sucks! I go home everyday tired as hell. I think I see wrinkles. But the feeling of ( Read more... )

I am mother ( Read more... )

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It's always been me and him ( Read more... )

The Keys to Your Heart ( Read more... )

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Some things are better left unsaid. However, I wasn't born with that special quality. I always blurt out what is on my mind. Especially with him. Then it gets me in arguments. I'm done arguing. And blurting. Time to keep a journal and move on with my own life. I feel like I'm losing touch with Belinda and although it hurts bad because that girl is ( Read more... )