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it's getting really really hard to be inspired nowadays. gone are the days where nights on the dancefloor are the norm. tripping over empty cups. mornings spent on the cold metal platform, squinting as the sun rises and nursing the heaviness in your head knowing that you could have done so much better. nights spent smoking til your fingers get ( Read more... )

Pardon me for saying so but you look more pitiful than I had ever imagined. Despite perfect fashion. And your photographs depict you so differently. I always thought you would be, some sort of match for me.

i can't sleep ( Read more... )

after a nong nong time of no update, i am back with an assload of pictures! so this is pretty much what i've been up to for the past month or so! damn, my journal is so stagnant sia. =(


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wah. so much shit going on in my life and i still feel so zen. i wish everyone would just leave me the fuck alone. it was so nice to have my dad off my back for a few days. went out every single day and only went home to change. haha! lepak-ed at my store from 3pm til like 9am? giler siak. but so damn fun man. sighh. now that he's back, freedom ( Read more... )

maybe i'm just bitter because i'm lonely. things feel different somehow but how can it be when it's the same routine over and over and over again? right ( Read more... )

i've cut my hair. dyed it red. it has been a very very crazy and deceitful 2 weeks and i feel that that is the only action to which i can channel my anger and pain to. to make it even more worse, my dad rummaged through my bag and found my pack of almost empty cig box. after a long lecture, i can't have any friends over for a week and he wouldn't ( Read more... )

i am so exhausted.
i need to stop working so much.
yep.

i've been dreading to go to school these days. probably because ( Read more... )