i just don't really know anymore. i wish i could just be two of the same person, but be able to make conflicting decisions. take both forks in the road, if you will. because i feel like im making the wrong decision. daily.

at leats thats what colby told me after i asked him to come and get high with me after a couple of beers one night. the kid's never been high and i feel like i need to break him in. or any pot virgins for that matter. it's my unspoken duty ( Read more... )

i watched "into the wild" today ( Read more... )

last night mitch and i heated vinyl records into bowls
then ate little cheeseburgers and watched harold and kumar go to white castle.

it was awesome.

at work an older man came in with his wife and another couple, but i couldn't tell you what they looked like or what they ordered. i could tell you however that this man had a kind face, a sense of humor and hands that reminded me of my grandfather. and really it was more than his hands; it was everything about him. the way he really took his time ( Read more... )

i've been feeling so anxious lately ( Read more... )

last night i made biscuits.
but thats not the best part.

the best part was when mitch and i
tossed the ball of dough back and forth
trying to hit the other really hard in the chest or face.

and then made the dough into dinosaur shapes
and then ate them.

i'm calling in to work ( Read more... )

My head feels disconnected to my body ( Read more... )

the apartment is so lonely right now ( Read more... )