I don't think I will do it. Im going to try really hard. :(

I don't know even if anyone reads this anymore but Im updating on this one in hopes noone does read this ( Read more... )

I drove the car by myself today for the first time! Im sooooooooooo excited!

Besides the fact that I feel effing miserable. I found out for Shenadoh University I have to do Clarinet instead of Bass Clarinet for auditions. At least thats how it stands for right now. *cries* Now I have 2 instruments I need to prepare.

And what the bloody hell is an Etude?????

You Are Seductive Flirt


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Butterbeer Recipe ( Read more... )

You Are 20% Evil


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Safeway is a condom store!

just don't even bother asking....

Boy i haven't ranted about music in a while so here it goes. IM GOING INSANE! Dzbenski keeps making our practice sessions together like my audition and he keeps placing ideas in my head. To the point where I don't want to do this thing anymore, because the world of a music is F*ed up. I mean WHY THE HELL DO I WANT TO PLAY FOR PEOPLE WHO WON'T ( Read more... )

so no nightmare about band last night, but it still haunts me in my thoughts. You know, I've never had nightmares about band before...in fact....I've never been scared of band before either. Which leaves me to ponder on the "why" factor. Music is supossed to be enjoyable no? So why is this all coming to past ( Read more... )