Three years since my last post. I think i strayed away from here for fear of facing what truth was written in these secret places only few had view of. I reflected on a lot of past, and found one thing that stuck out. I wronged a lot of friends, some more than others. As I read through the pages of entries from many people, I watched as slowly ( Read more... )

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Well I won't be seeing you guys for a few weeks.  I'm going to Ft. A.P. Hill tomorrow for about 3-4 weeks.  The deal is there is a Boy Scout Jamboree taking place up there.  The Army usually sets up the event and pulls security for it since the president and other ppl will be there.  So, yeah....fun stuff.  It kinda sucks that i'm so busy, cause i ( Read more... )

My insulting name is Rider of a female camel Essence of sheer vile!
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Well things are as average as it can be. It has become highschool all over again...and not the good parts. I have ppl complaining that i don't hang out with them enough, everyone wants attention and I only have so much to give. I'm still fighting a hard emotional war to be happy with my situation. Its funny i had a dream the other night, that ( Read more... )

You Are 89% American
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I went to Lana's today to go pick up stuff for Family support for our national Guard unit. I thought i could walk in there happy and up beat and be fine....but when i got there. I was greated with a big hug at the door by her mother and her brothers..and thats about it. Nothing could prepare me for the emotional blow i'd take today. She was ( Read more... )

On Tuesday I set out for Miami to attend the funeral of my Aunt Fina. She was a very special person to everyone in the family, known to most as a teacher. I saw her about a month prior to her death and she spent her time, though weary from surgery, telling me about the history of our family. I was most delited to learn all i could of our ( Read more... )

there is no rest for those that walk alone such as myself. Once again the nights are long, and the days longer. A fool can see how much I crave some attention from anyone. I feel jelous of those that have found love and have kept a hold of it. Why not me, what did I do to deserve this solitude. I'm not the same man I was when i was younger, ( Read more... )