It's been almost two months since I last posted. I don't know what's really been going on, when I last left you poor people, I was talking about how people were going behind me and Carl's back to talk about what was wrong with our relationship. Carl and I are still going strong, and he's currently in Monroe, spending some time with his family. He' ( Read more... )

So, we're playing a game of cat and mouse...I guess that's what you would call it. I won't give details because I don't actually know what was said, I wasn't there. I just know that Ryan has a few quarrels with Carl and me. The only way she seems to be able to explain it is by yelling at me, or possibly talking to Mike...who in turn, takes it ( Read more... )

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Ok, so, someone told me to update this fucking thing. I agree, I'm not very good at it recently. Maybe that's because I don't have much of a desire to do anything at all. I feel like shit all the time and I don't know why. No one can tell me anything, so I'm stuck sitting in the dark, listening to my parents NOT talk to me about how they think I'm ( Read more... )

Well, hello my minions. Have you missed me? I bet not. I'm terribly sorry if this journal has become the only way you can keep up with my sad little exsistence because I've been neglecting it horribly. There's been a lot of shit going on, some shit within my control, some without my control. I wish the stuff that was out of my control didn't out ( Read more... )

Wow, I'm still up to my neck in homework, but that's an improvement from earlier this evening. Earlier, I was up to my ears in homework. I think I've done a pretty good job. I read the book I needed to read and the story about the rain god. I did the questions on both of those. I can probably finish and catch up with the rest of my english class by ( Read more... )

The woman in the purple coat waiting for the bus
Stares off as though she's really waiting for someone
The snow is blowing and tousling her stringy black hair
I feel dreadfully superior in my warm car
My face is red with embarassment and I can't look at her
So I stare straight ahead, praying the light will turn green
I can drive away and forget I ( Read more... )

My Purse

Black Jack gum
Some lipgloss
My fuzzy pencil
With matching dice
Four tampons, three condoms; always be prepared
A check book
The skull wallet I got for my birthday
Bus pass and license
Power bar and fifty cents
Picture of my cat
A piece of chalk, a Sharpie; implements of destruction
Car keys I don't use, I walk
Cell phone and an address book I don't ( Read more... )

Geoff, you know what you did last night and I really appreciate it. I probably would still be on my floor under my desk had you not pitched in. So, this is for you...much love, baby!

A Letter To You

I broke away intending
to banish you from
my thoughts,
and still you stayed.

I tried to leave you behind
and break your heart
into shards,
and still ( Read more... )

I already knew this ;)...but I thought I should share it with you people....JK


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