I don't know why I bother continuing to put myself in situations where I know I am not wanted and will inevitably end up feeling shitty about it at the end.
This LJ will no longer be updated. In fact, it'll probabley be deleted when I can be bothered to do so.
Oh yea - since I know some family and friends-of-family types read this - do NOT mention the ink to my parents. I'll show them when its done, but honestly it looks kinda crappy right now since its just outlines.