no one cares.

fuck this. fuck everything.

I know is pretty high-school, but I am feeling pretty hurt right now that the people I considered my closest friends having a NYE party I was apparently not invited to.

I was feeling pretty OK about myself lately. Starting to finally pick up the mess CJ had made of my head. Stuff like this just makes me feel completely worthless again.

Yea, watching disney specials on the travel channel is making me want to cry.

Time to get out of the house and hit the gym. Learn to turn being miserable into something positive. And shit like that.

Yea, so I got a stomach virus for Xmas, and even though I was recovered enough to make it to see my family today it meant total non-enjoyment of Xmas dinner, oh well ( Read more... )

Fuck yea. I fixed my drafty windows all by myself. Just me and my little toolkit.

Stolen from joe rules
1. Reply to this post if you'd like some ego boosting.

2. Watch my journal over the next few days for a post just about you, only you, and why I think whatever I do about you.

3. Post these instructions in your journal and pass it on.

There was a little blurb on page 2 of the daily news about dimebag darrell this morning. i had to read it 3 times, i was in such shock. every time my friends and i would go to a show, we'd always end up talking about how great it would be if Pantera got back together ( Read more... )

I actually ventured out shopping twice yesterday. Once after work, and once to the mall with Damien. It wasn't bad. And we ran into Tom from NEPW (not Tall Tom the Tom Ref, the other Tom) at Barnes and Noble. I can't go anywhere on this island without seeing people I know. I had to work yesterday so I was exceptionally cranky ( Read more... )

Tiiiirreeeddd

If I called and asked you any strange questions during the week, you'll find out why soon enough. Or you might not find out why, which means I just called 'cause I was insanely drunk.

Name a CD you own that no-one else on your friends list does ( Read more... )