i'm happy with my life, my boy, my place. i just miss my friends.

I miss getting butterflies and being excited about something. I think that might be what im missing in my life being that i dont have a best friend anymore

i think i realized why all my relationships suckass and fail miserably.
now i just need to be a relationship to really see if it's me fucking up and not guys. i mean, it really does make logical sense.

&&if i'm right then sorry i suck, to everyone i've dated, haha.

yea so i didn't get to take my drug test on last tuesday because i found out that i would have failed times infinity even though i really didn't smoke for a week. but anyway i decided that since i live in greensboro now i didn't want to go to the winston tasc program so i called and transfered and yesterday before i went up there i drank a good 15 ( Read more... )

yay i did it! i'm taking my drug test on tuesday. i can't believe i've not smoked weed for a fucking week!

i'm going to get so high on tuesday haaaaaaaaaaaaa

i still haven't quit smoking ( Read more... )

i feel like i've been a hermit lately ( Read more... )

i think i might be fucking up a whole lot ( Read more... )

yea so i really have no one anymore.

wow i got the scariest question asked to me last night and i really didn't know how to handle it ( Read more... )