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[sightlessbeauty]

I hate that my mom has Multiple Sclerosis, M.S., so when she's a bitch I can't be angry.

You and you're fucking disease.
You're excuse for your behavior.
I can't get mad at your screams and tears and the pain you spit on me in your fits.

Thanks Mommy.

( I'm such a selfish, immature little whiney bitch, I know.)

Comments

[julu]

Heh, and what about her having a disease makes you unable to argue with her?

[concrete_stain]

sometimes, u realize it just not okay to do some things. whether that moment is when u reach to steal a bottle, or when you feel a strangers hand on your shoulder before you step outside, is up to you.

[julu]

Cool. And yet this serves no purpose to emphasizing the pathetic factor of giving people leeway just because they claim they can achieve it. Do you pardon stupid people, just because they're stupid?

[concrete_stain]

please explain... i dont understand your comment

I'm so sorry

[danceyoufucker]

Does it help if you offer her any kind of comfort? Perhaps she's just treating you badly because she needs you, or her brain might be rotting, I dunno... don't really understand the disease very well.

Either way: good luck, hang in there.

Re: I'm so sorry

[sightlessbeauty]

i don't (usually) argue or get mad at her when she is in explosion mood, i stay emotionless and that pisses her off even more, because ususally when someone is Spit In The Face Pissed at someone there is a response, and I give her answers/responses in a monotone, just staying numb.

[see_jen_type]

poor hilly. you have the right to be mad, just dont take it out on her entierly. i love you baby, i hope i can see you soon.