whos is this for?
my audience or myself?

i'm so dumb,
and i've let myself become apart of it.

i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know.

i'm going to delete my journal.

Get over everything: your fear, yourself, other peoples' reactions.

i've got the hotts for him so bad.

<3 :))))))))))

I say no but I mean yes.

NO!!!

yes...yes...yes.

My fortune cookie ( from Esther) says: Get your mind set--- confidence will lead you on.

my mascara is running down my face.
happy birthday hilary.

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I painted such a pretty picture of you in my head.
I'm afraid tomorrow it might be ruined,
and me disapointed.

But I will make myself find out.
Tomorrow, I will. And I'll see.

I hate that my mom has Multiple Sclerosis, M.S., so when she's a bitch I can't be angry.

You and you're fucking disease.
You're excuse for your behavior.
I can't get mad at your screams and tears and the pain you spit on me in your fits.

Thanks Mommy.

( I'm such a selfish, immature little whiney bitch, I know.)

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I want you to hurt me because I hurt you ( Read more... )