life is turning out to be harder than i had imagined ( Read more... )

i was just going to make a new post. and then i read my old one, and realized that's still exactly how i feel. kind of weird. i feel like that was a really long time ago....but im still in the same situation ( Read more... )

every single morning ( Read more... )

this week is going to suck.
i am taking too much school.
i can feel the tension in my neck growing stronger by the second.
why cant my "professors" get together and decide agaisnt making all the papers and tests and bullshit due in the same week?

i will kill them.

i think everyone's life is ruled by addiction ( Read more... )

how am i supposed to get anything done, if i have no idea what i want?

i will act like a college student this weekend and just be completely irresponsible.

after all....its halloween, right?

i dont even know what do to with myself right now.

i never feel like i belong.
no matter who i am with.
its like im just visiting a close group of friends.
the next person to be forgotten.

it is making me very unhappy.

i kind of feel like crying ( Read more... )