Lots going on, and lots thats, well, making me pray more than usual.

My sister gave birth to a son, Nicholas.  YAH!! im an Uncle, and my parents finally got a grandson, so I am off the Hook.  WOOO HOOO!
however, i guess he was stuck "inside" a little long, during childbirth.  He's been in the hospital for a week now.  First it was respitory issues, ( Read more... )

Ive been up since 630am.  Keeping busy, packing for vacation and taking care of other house things.
GOD, im gonna be tired when midnight rolls around.

Oh, and I was honest today..... and I felt my first genuine smile in a long time.

So thats a good thing, methinks.

I will update better stuff later on.

I had a pretty good weekend....all around.  Lots of friends and smiles ( Read more... )

Won BOTH games of Softball on Sunday.  Pretty handily, in fact.  Afterwards there was a pig roast at Menjoes, billards at Pronto, and cosmopolitans/martini's at Soho and at Steve Z's place.  I even got to hang out with Tommy Scrapp and catch up on old times ( Read more... )

Yep, yep...me tired? go figure ( Read more... )

because Variety is the spice of life!

How exactly does one get closure, when there isn't a good opportunity for closure?
Time and patience, I presume.

Anyhow.......
Wednesday was a blah day, with me not feeling well.  
I'm just worn out, emotionally and physically.  Not sure what to attribute it too, but I have my ideas...well, multiple ideas.
Softball ( Read more... )

Never Cry Wolf !!!
not a problem for me.....because, well

I dont cry, 
and
I am not all that fond of wolves.

I have this man, Ryan,  back in my life, 
and we will Make this work.....because Love is strong!

at least I hope now and forever....our love will be strong enough to Last.....

Its pretty amazing, that the only way someone knows if they made a right decision or not...is simply by waiting...waiting for history and hindsight to judge whether we are right or not ( Read more... )

Its interesting ( Read more... )

Waaayyy overdue, for an update..again ( Read more... )