Jude- I know ( Read more... )

I got to work with 15 minutes to spare, and went to the evil known as Starbucks.... and I thought I was going to be late.

Last night, I went over to zurx house. I saw his collection of manson things that I am going to steal. They are fucking amazing. I was like woh. *side note* I just found out that Dita and Manson got engaged, I guess I will be his ( Read more... )

Last night was freakin insane. No wait, I was freakin insane ( Read more... )

I went to the doctor. Turns out it isn't stress.I have an Ovarian Cyst. I have decided to name my cyst Molly.

On a new note, my work has bee's in the building.... I HATE BEE'S.

Last year I got put in the hospital and they never figured out what was wrong with me. I was having severe side pains, not severe as in my period sucks, severe as in morphine didn't help the pain. I think I figured out what it was. Good ole stress. I had just moved into the 1st apartment and I knew I shouldnt have. Mike had just left for Jersey. I ( Read more... )

Why did you kill yourself over her ( Read more... )

Can anyone help me with LJ override codes... I am trying to customize the look of my journal because I am sick of it ( Read more... )

I am so afraid to let go, but I realized last night, the one thing I want more than anything, I will never have if I don't just let go. No risk no reward, right? What am I holding on to, anyways, pain from the past, the past that I was to young to control. My philosophy over the years has been 'it's my pain I will hold on to it if I want to" ( ( Read more... )

i have always had an image... an image of people all around me crying... not meaning there tears... and then one person... one person who got me says "She has never looked so beautiful.".... because i am dead.