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[silencedeyez]

i now know how it feels to be left out.  i guess i kinda knew all along but i always tried to hide it.  i was in denial, but now, its out in the open.  i sit at home doing absolutely nothing, while my best friend is out doing something with other people.  seriously, since i have nothing to do, i sit at home rewriting all my notes from my classes...

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[another_chic]

well hello duh, we're going to be hanging out! ur not left out there :-p friday or saturday this wknd since ur exams will be over and those aren't xmas days.... but we will be hanging out!

[silencedeyez]

lol. yeah i know. your just not around all the time thats all. it sucks when youre like 4 hours away and im sitting at home sulking doing nothing. but yeah, maybe this friday we can hang out. saturday-monday ill be in orlando spending xmas up there...yay..not. so yeah, and plus i have like 2 weeks vacation and we can go and get some ice cream and go to the beach and talk talk talk. =] i love it when your down.

[nikkixpoo]

I have felt just like you Janina..me and becky used to be best friends..and then we drifted apart and you and her became attached at the hip. It happens...I know you have other friends and im sure you could always hang out with them too. But like you said things are changing so who knows what to expect.

[silencedeyez]

it sounds to me that you want becky to yourself. like we're having a competition to see who she likes best, but you have to see it through me and beckys eyes. me and her became such good friends because you were too busy with tom so basically it wasnt my fault that me and her became so close. now i feel like youre just trying to get back at me for that happening but its not really fair. you have tom there for you. i have no one. so youre taking my best friend from me, leaving me with what? nothing. what you said, was mean..even if you didnt want to make it sound mean, which i dont know if you did or not.

[full_x_assault]

Yes, things are changing. But! You should be happy for Becky. I understand that it sucks that you sit at home and she or anyone else doesn't ask you to hang out. But, she does have a boyfriend now. And they don't spend too much time together since he has Fire School. Im not saying that you're not happy for her. But, things like this happen. It's not like your losing her, you guys are still best friends. You both have your own lives to live. She's doing her thing, you're doing your own thing.

[nikkixpoo]

Excuse me?? Im not being selfish and wanting becky all to myself. And its not a competition to me at all? Yeah I understand you guys got close because me and her kinda drifted away me and her have already had this discussion. And just becuase me and becky have hung out maybe 2-3 times within the past 2 weeks means im trying to steal her from you?? If thats what you think you have some serious issues, im sorry that i like to hang out with her once in awhile and i didnt know it was such a big deal to you. But becky has other friends too. Its not anyones fault that I have tom or she has jon and you dont have anyone you cant take it out on us because have boyfriends and you dont. I didnt mean for what I said before to be mean I was just trying to be honest with you. But you took it to a whole new level. Its time to grow up Janina.

[guitaristbrb]

hey i know who your talking about and i know why and im sorry know if you ever need anything im here dont hesitate its ok

[rayray710]

wow i wish i was becky, having everyone want to hang out with me, fighting over me...incredible.
You guys, stop fighting.
Becky has her own life, shes going threw changes too.
She has a boyfriend and they take up alot of time, especielly when they have other priorities like fire school.
Nena if you want to hang out with her, call her up ask her if she can do anything, dont wait around for her to call you.
Or call someone else.
You could do that, but deep down youre hoping they will call you.
Believe me im going threw the exact same thing.
I sit at home everyday, every weekend especielly after the whole will incident and everyone hating me and all.
My friends dont call me to hang out.
I could call them but i guess im kinda scared.
Like what if they really dont want to hang out with me and i just get rejected.
I sucks and it hurts to feel unwanted.
You know we used to be close as well.
Idk what happened, i cant remember.
But im always here for you.
Even if you dont take me up on my offer im here.
Feel better.