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i try to say goodbye
something we dont talk about, something i wont tell you. i miss you, so much it breaks my heart at times. i dont know how you do this so easily moving on completely and not thinking about it. for years you stood by my side through so much and now we dont talk. everything has gotten to the point where it is so messed up and i am about to lose ( Read more... ) -
wow
seriously i cannot stand his ex and there is nothing i can do about it bc they have a kid together and if he doesnt play nice she dangles his kid over his head it is so annoying...but i wish he wouldnt encourage her to be the way she is. i may not be the best looking girl in the world but i look so much better then that. i hate her with a passion ( Read more... ) -
broken
ur heart breaks when u start to realize everyone u thought was there for you actually isnt and there is nothing u can do about it but sit and wonder why the world lies. -
a new day
i honestly have no words for today so far, woke up late to comments on my facebook that were low....i kind of went off but the difference with me is that i went off in a private message instead of blasting it on facebook. i hate facebook. also im starting to question my relationship. it has been almost 5 months with us but these next couple ( Read more... ) -
hmm
what is in an expectation if not some form of failure? -
beyond all odds
i have learned to accept defeat in its natural surroundings. for me it is a constant reminder that i mess up and thus far i have learned to live with it. i mess up alot. currently i dont get to see my kids nearly as much as i would like to mainly on my decision bc it was the best possible decsion for them. i have the time for them and ( Read more... ) -
determination out of instinct
u start to question the coincedence that u may feel the same way that i have been feeling for months and curious enough it does hurt doesnt it? i tend to divulge myself into a seeming sense of self pity out of hope that i can overcome these feelings of jeoulousness towards the others that have the potential to steal your heart and my time with you ( Read more... ) -
love
love...what is it? allowing urself the potential of being hurt...and hoping it never happens. I try my hardest to make him happy I do what I can so y does it always seem like its never enough? I'm happy I'm truly happy but how do I know he is if he doesn't show it. how will I ever know...I know for a fact that I love him so much more then those ( Read more... ) -
trust
u say u trust me....u know trust is an issue for me but obviously it is for u to
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