So much blood, screaming...
It's just like back there, back then..... the rubble and the crying... so much blood...
This is all too familiar, I know I've seen this all before. Know I've seen worse..... yet... it never makes it any easier. It just makes you more numb. Wounds don't even feel as important now.... Yet in the end there's only more blood ( Read more... )

Um... Things are a bit ...crazy with the "grown men" I'm living with now... Does anyone m-mind if I stay with them for a few hours until the domestic violence is over...? I-If it's not too much trouble....

[smartly filtered from Badou and Haine]

Oh... and... I apologize to anyone Badou or Haine may or may not have offended during this time... They ( Read more... )

Aaa.... It's, really hot out, we never had weather like this back where I came from, then again we never had any weather to begin with, or sun to make things hot in the first place.  It's different...

So is this....rash on my arm....or...I think it's a rash...I really don't know... I noticed it after coming back inside after reading out on the front ( Read more... )

I was silly, to think this could last... ignorant even, to think that it'd only be us to arrive here from our world... What if, it's only a matter of time, before they come here too... What if he is only the beginning?

Good things, were never meant to last. I can't believe I've lost sight of that, to think that only a few weeks have made me so ( Read more... )

[OOC NOTE: Badou will find a copy of this posted neatly in the entrance way of the house they are currently residing in ( Read more... )

Ever since I conversed with Mr. Demyx over these journals, talked with him about music. I realized just how little of it I had heard before (along with a lot of other things...the place I came from... seems to be severely lacking,) and just how much I longed to hear more.  So I went out a sought out ...something, well, anything  that would play ( Read more... )

It's been so long since I've heard from either of them... I've been trying to wait patiently, like I always have, waiting for them both to come back to the Church. Bleeding and heavily injured or not. I still waited and prayed for you both in silence...but...now? I can't shake this feeling of dread.

Badou?  Haine?  ....where are you?
[ooc: Strikes= ( Read more... )

Food Shortages...

This place is getting more and more like "home" all the time it seems, I wonder if it'll be too much of a hassle to ask the supply centers to cut one of the meals from my kit. I mean, I'm used to these sort of conditions and all. Two meals a day is more than enough for me, I'm sure the third could go to someone else who is more ( Read more... )

Why? Do I feel like this…? I don’t feel up to even faking a smile today… I-I feel like I did all those years ago, when I was so alone, so cold… before I met them all… I, I don’t want to ever go back to that… Not again, never again.

I know that Haine went out looking for Badou, regardless of how tired, and weak he seemed...He was so out of it…

I don’ ( Read more... )

I was thinking the other day, that it might be useful for me obtain, a notebook, or even a sketchbook of some sort... It would, make it easier for me to, communicate with people in person.

Would, anyone know, where I could find one?

Oh.... and.... has, anyone heard from Badou recently? I'm worried about him....

((ooc: Strikes legible))