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I need to know how much I weigh. I've been thinking about visiting my half cousins because there is a good scale at their house :( I'm thinking maybe 125? I have no clue. I've been hardly eating so I could have drastically lost weight.
Fuhk
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I feel so empty.
Like a hollow shell of a girl.
Isn't it crazy how fast you can get consumed when you relapse? Isn't it terrifying?
I'm lost and clinging onto what I know; starving.
Help.
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Newbie Here
Hello everyone!
I'm not new to lj but haven't been here for a while. Never posted in this group before so be kind!
I'll just tell a little about me then.
I'm 18, from the UK and am currently studying Art and Design.
I do have an eating disorder, diagnosed at 15 but had issues since I was 12 with food and my body.
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Haven't worked out in a week and I lost 1 lb?
Dear body, thank you for weighing 132 lbs. Now get me to 115!!
I wish it worked that way .-. Oh well haha have a nice day all x ;) I know I will.
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After a summer of losing no weight at all I have finally lost some weight! And all it took was me actually DOING something!
I'm at 133 at the moment. I haven't been under 129 at this height. (5"8) When I get there I will be so incredibly proud of myself!
Haven't posted in yonks so hello all :) (again..I need to stop leaving)
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I let him into my mind, to show how I feel. Trusted him with everything.
"I'll love you forever"
"Favorite person in the world"
Until you "don't feel the way you used to."
So much for how I feel.
Cut myself after not for several weeks, didn't really know what else I could do.
Everything reminds me of him.
I still love him.
Can't even describe my pain.
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I never really started posting in my journal so I may as well start now! At least this way I can post whatever I like whenever I like. (Posting too much in one community makes me feel like a bad person ( Read more... )