sittin here in artist books....fun fun class but its waaaaayyyy too early to think. i had so much fun last night despite the fact that Sean blew me off at the last minute. he wasnt even gonna call me and tell me, i just happened to call him and ask if he could come early and he's like "oh yeah, i can't go because i have hocke at 5am tomorrow." FUCK ( Read more... )

Yep todays finally the 2nd which means coffee house is tonight. i was supposed to go to fucking court this morning but my mom didn't make me go because i said i didn't want to "miss classes"...lol more like i don't really enjoy standing in a filthy Biddeford lobby for 3 and a half hours when i could be sleeping in class or chillin with my friends. ( Read more... )

I had to write an essay for my psych class on whether or not i think that the media is to blame for violence and school shootings commited by children and teens. I thought i'd just put it up here in case any of you are interested in the topic. Enjoy ( Read more... )

last day of vacation and this is the fun-filled day i get handed. bullshit! i can't believe the hypocracy with chris right now. last night we went out to dinner with my parents, everything was fine and dandy, we made plans for today and he fucking completely blows me off today. its almost 6pm, that's really really depressing cuz i haven't done ( Read more... )

can somebody please call me up and maybe want to hang out for a change? this is ridiculous.

i need to get out of my house before i fucking kill someone.

help???

Tim i didn't forget the things from YOUR list that i said i would do...

24. Flirt with Tim
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Things i feel i need to accomplish in my lifetime

1. First and foremost: WRITE. everything possible.

2. Travel. go back to Canada, and across the U.S to write about everything i come across.

3. Road trip with a few good friends would be classic.

4. Make money. prostitute. sell everything. whatever it takes, just so i can be rich for a day or two.

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You stole my pure intentions ( Read more... )

i hate my little pathetic "ooh i'll take you back" ways. makes me feel like shit everytime. never learn though huh? stupid stupid me.... Roland and i cannot possibly ever be the same again, im walking on eggshells trying to keep a smile and trying to make me stay with me. one wrong move and i don't think he believes in multiple chances ( Read more... )

It's all over. i thought you knew i needed you....i guess this wasnt real after all.

this is it.