First of all I'd like to say this: SAVE THE UNICORNS ( Read more... )

Shitsuren and I have accomplished our Christian Plan!!!! I will finally be accepted by her mom. ^_^ WOOHOO! I'm soooooooo happy! Life is going great. Takai is a wonderful boyfriend. I love his family. Shitsuren and I will reunite soon. Family is better than usual. I'm finally get psychiatric help. Things are finally going well for me. It's like a ( Read more... )

I've a boyfriend. Kawaii, sweet, and attractrive. ^_^ YAY!
Life is getting hard again...bitches are trying to fuck w/ me again. Cutting will soon start up...again. I'm just happy I have Takai. He will help me get through this ^_^

Dudefuck, it's been like fucking ages since I've hung out with Seiya. She finally came over today. *hugs Seiya* I missed you lots! ^_^ By the way I emailed you what my problem was today.
We had so much fun. ^_^ Teehee ^_^
I'm not sure if I like Fushi, though. He kinda reminds me of EvilBeth.

You know what really pisses me off? She hasn't called in fucking ages. Pisses me off big time. What makes it worse is that it's hard to hide when I'm angry, so I ignore her calls. I also ignore her calls so she knows what it's like to be ignored and forgotten. She only calls like 3-4 times. WTF!? You're supposed to call me like every fucking hour ( Read more... )

t.A.T.u. LYRICS ( Read more... )

Once again I am thinking about moving. I want to go to FL with my dad. But, I can't be seperated from my sister. So, I am probably going to NY with my mom. That means I get rum! ^_^ Teehee. I'm tired of waiting for Seiya to come hang out with me. She's too busy with Paul. Her dad is unreliable. I'm tired of waiting for Shitsuren's mom to accept me ( Read more... )

This pisses me off. I have NO friends. Seiya is fucking I don't know where. I can't hang out with Shitsuren. Her and I have become so close again. Like when we were friends the first time. And her mom won't allow me to see her! What the fuck is wrong with this? Remember how I am always saying "I'm meant to be alone"? IT'S HAPPENING! My worst fear ( Read more... )

GUESS WHAT MINNA! I've been alone for ages. I've been bored for ages. Nobody is here for me. Nobody has called me. Nobody has even bothered to take time away from whatever they're doing...or WHOEVER they're doing to be with me. I've been stuck with myself and my thoughts for ages. Playing video games every fucking day. Wasting away my time and life ( Read more... )

I'm so cold. My house is freezing. Brrr. I don't like this coldness. I like this coldness. It's so uncomfortable. It's nice because I have a reason to snuggle with people now. -_- ^_^ Confused? Yea...o.0 lol. Don't ask ( Read more... )