finally took the mcat yesterday. everyone asked how i did, and, well, we don't get our scores back until mid-june, so i don't know how i did. how did i feel? who the fuck knows? and what does how i felt about it have to do with how many questions i actually answered correctly? nada, imo. it's over, and for that i am grateful. but, here it is, not ( Read more... )

Here's a glass of Chablis, some quarters and change:
Maybe you can turn her love life around.
Then she won't need the salt or the lime anymore,
To shoot that old memory down.
Just remember her heart's on the mend,
If you ever come back to see her again.

Don't ask her on a straight tequila night.
She'll start thinkin' about him, then she's ready to fight.
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ok, i've been studying, hardcore studying, for the mcat since, eh, late december. and it's april. and i have a little over two weeks until i take the test. and it's all i can do every night to make myself study. i'm just worn out with studying. i have decided i will stop studying the wednesday before the test, about 12 days away. but, in the next ( Read more... )

i hold her close, breathing in deeply, feeling the softness of her cheek brushed against mine. i am careful to touch the skin of her neck and shoulders so her scent is one my skin later when i leave. if i hold my fingers close, she's there, smelling of brown sugar and fig, of something like vanilla or almonds, of other soft fragrances i cannot name ( Read more... )

she thinks i'm sweet, thoughtful, caring. and i suppose to her i am. but i have been incapable of being these things to anyone over the last four years. i am just grateful that opportunity and ability have intersected.

ah juliet
when we made love you used to cry
you said i love you like the stars above
i'm gonna love you till i die
there's a place for ( Read more... )

fuck it all ( Read more... )

jesus

registering for the mcat is expensive

i've called almost everyone i can think of. if you're in my phonebook or i know your number, i called you tonight. except you, candice, not because i think you wouldn't be cool and understanding, but because we've never talked about any of this stuff.

before i even really start, lemme preface by saying i haven't really eaten in two days and i ( Read more... )

tonight's post brought to you by patty griffin ( Read more... )

letter i actually sent to BC ( Read more... )