hooray for a new packer! this one is bigger, better, and less fragrant. why did i wait so long to make myself a new one??

You step in the stream,
but the water has moved on.

all the time i think of things i want to write about but by the time i get to my computer, they're all gone. they're really great ideas, too, meaningful things, funny things, unique observations; then they just evaporate, like so much smoke poisoning my lungs and dissipating in the air upon exhalation.

went to a pre-med/medical student conference ( Read more... )

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benebefany: i can't believe she called!

fr8trainonyoass: well dude, if she's liked you for a year and finally got to boink you last night, she'd be foolish not to call you today!

cross posted at here

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to

(Anna Nalick- Breathe (2 AM))

i don't want to write anymore about driving past cop cars parked in the ( Read more... )

"i was going to ask if you know now that it's not your fault."

look, i don't wanna know. i don't wanna hear it anymore. i don't wanna be asked, over and over, if i know it's not my fault or if i still believe it's my fault. i don't want to have it pointed out to me that i still feel guilty.

what difference does it make? if i believe it's my fault ( Read more... )

sometimes i just don't know where to start.

i can't hold onto your face. i mean, i can almost see it before me and then it slides into someone else's face and pretty soon i don't know what anyone looks like. i stared at you. for hours. and i still can't see your face unless it's right in front of me. i remember your teeth, and your hair, your ( Read more... )

http://www.msxnet.org/humour/girls-are-evil.jpg

so, it's about 11:40pm, i'm talking online to a friend, and i keep hearing these crackling sounds. annie is laying on my bed and keeps looking at me, her ears perked up because of the strange sound. i stop and listen, but don't really know what to make of it and go back to my computer. a few minutes later, there's a knock at my door. now, i was in ( Read more... )