things seem to be getting harder. but things are still looking up. i've been so fucking manic lately it's driving me insane! like i'll be all giddy one minute and the next i'll just sit there. just being depressed and everything will make me wanna cry. like today i had fun going out wit everyone for lena's birthday and we stopped at sephora and the ( Read more... )

i don't even know where to start. i started smoking pot again. still smoking cigs. cuz its so good for me. the semester's almost over. and im slacking off. not cuz i mean to. just because i don't have the mentality for it. what's the rest of your life anyway? it's a short span of time that doesn't really matter in the end anyway. you just die ( Read more... )

today i realized that as we get older, the shallower we become. or some of us anyway. because by the time we've gotten older, we're looking for something specific. something that we want. and we won't have it any other way. drives me insane ( Read more... )

on the phone with tom. shit. what the fuck do i do? fuck. omg. i don't know what to do. god damn. shit! i'll be back later.

guys...tom comes home tomorrow!!!!! *spazzes out* omg. i'm so happy. i haven't seen him for 4 fucking months. squee! to rediculous. and i have to tell him shit. and he's gonna rip my head off. but then we'll make sweet sweet love and it'll be all over. yea...no. lol. but in all seriousness....AHEAUHREUIAHREAH! *ahem* thank you. good day.

*GBABi*

WE WON THE STATE CHAMPIONSHIP BABY! 17-14 LAKELAND VS. LENAPE VALLEY! FUCK YEA! DOUBLE OVERTIME! FRONT ROW SEATS! SCREAMING MY LUNGS OUT! 12 AND 0 BITCHES!

"WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS MY FRIENDS!"

I'M HOME MUTHA FUCKAS! YEA YEA YEA! I'M IN THE HOUSE!

off to florida kiddies. call me if you want. *mwuah* kisses! be back next sunday.

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not that much has been happening. at all. going to florida in a week or so. i have to do two reports this weekend. thank god i can bullshti my way through a lot of things lol. i miss everyone. i haven't talked/seen so many people. and i'm beginning to feel way out of touch with some people ( Read more... )