I'm bugging out. I don't wanna go to college. Now I'm going to the University of Hartford, and I feel like I just got sucked into it and I never wanted to go. Brittany wants to room with me, and now we're rooming together. It's definitely gonna fuck up our friendship and she's gonna realize how I never sleep and how antisocial and realize crazy ( Read more... )

I need to go do something productive. I notice I just tend to sit here all fucking night and look at facebook and myspace complaining how bored I am. I sit here for hours on end just stalking people and refreshing pages. I really need to get a life. I have so many things I want to do, but I never do them. Or I get too lazy. When I liked Alex last ( Read more... )

I've been downloading more trance, dnB, and jungle more than usual lately ( Read more... )

Why do I ALWAYS take people's problems and turn them into mine ( Read more... )

I went to see Dr. Roseman today... the man always blows my mind he really does. He's literally a genius and I really respect him so much. He's a type of person we need more of in the world. He was told these children at this hospital were retarded and he discovered they weren't and helped them, he got a kid who everyone thought would never talk to ( Read more... )

I wish i was a good writer. I mean, I don't think it's that I can't write, but more of the fact that I can't complete a thought without starting another one. It seems like everyone's writing flows but mine. I'll start talking about one thing and it will randomly jump into something else. I read other people's writings and know I could write a piece ( Read more... )

okay...so here we go again ( Read more... )

FUCK I CAN'T STOP PICKING MY ONE NAIL.

I'M SOOO TIRED AND I WANNA GO TO BED.

I WANT DEREK TO ANSWER MY IM.

DANCE OFF DANCE OFF DANCE OFF EVERYDAAAAAAAY.

Sometimes, I just don't understand at all. Actually, I never do. My knee is cold, and I feel cold inside. I just hate these feelings, these thoughts never leave me. Haha, that sounded like a poem but, seriously though ( Read more... )

I can't take this anymore, I just can't do anything anymore. I feel like a worthless piece of life. I have so many dreams and things I want to accomplish but who knows if I'll ever be able to achieve them ( Read more... )