So, I guess my promise to keep this updated went to Hell ( Read more... )

I left this journal so quickly and so long ago, it seems so strange to write in here again. I know that's silly, but you always think that when you leave a part of yourself behind that it will probably never return to you. That just isn't true ( Read more... )

OMG. Hi guys!

I am sorry. I shouldn't neglect this Journal as much as I do, it's been very good to me.

::pats::

So, how'd you spend your New Year's Night Alena?

I stayed at home with my family for New Year's Eve dinner... mom was wicked evil, so I didn't eat much, layed on the couch and watched Law & Order, missed the ball drop... fuck it. Didn't get to be with Chris, he was out with his friends at a party. And everyone was out getting drunk ( Read more... )

Only when making attempts at descriptions of you, of this, do words fail me.

Your flawless sense of being leaves me so entirely speechless, so entirely redundant.

[All that you are is truly everything, to me.]

Thank you for doing so much more than simply being my angelface.

[Thank you. For you.]

Yesterday, I went to the mall with Dad and Rach to shop. Fun overall, except for the massive crowds that made me realize things with each passing face. And for me, it's hard to realize things that I'm not sure if I'll be able to change. Like these masses of people bumping into each other with one thing on their minds - materialismI'm the same way, ( Read more... )

Wow, been a bit since I last updated...

Well, my grades for the First Trimester didn't go that bad, thankfully... today I am starting my Holiday shopping... lol, and I want to go shopping... sounds mucho fun. *hmph ( Read more... )

YOUR:Name: Alena Eydlish ( Read more... )

Aliens. They. are all people, but they aren't really.

I call them aliens sometimes. Sometimes I think that's the wrong term for them though. The definition of alien is dissimilar, inconsistent, or opposed, as in nature. That's what they are to me. Perfect. Against human nature. They all claim to be as imperfect as I am. I can keep saying that I ( Read more... )

*sigh*

I needed change. So I got a LiveJournal.

Now I need to change my life. The changes I make in the next few months will be productive, healthy, and will build me to be a better person. Now it's time to take a breath, step back, and evaluate.

Some Goals That Should Be Reached By My 16th Birthday:1. Get my permit ( Read more... )