think i sabotage relationships. does this make me an evil person? i don't intend do, my mind just blacks out at crucial moments. yet there is someone still clinging on - v amazing and wonderful - am i dreaming? think i should go into hiding for the next three weeks (yes, three weeks tomorrow it will all be over - weird or what?!). foot still v v ( Read more... )

As requested by Lauren.

Imagine the scene: a pleasant summer's evening, perfect for a light game of tennis before dinner. Little did I know of what was soon to happen.

I was already doubting whether this was a good idea - I am very rubbish at tennis. An hour later, I swore to never play tennis again as I rolled about in agony (no exaggeration here) ( Read more... )

made it to a library at last. there really needs to be more people here though for some motivation. am trying to focus on positives though. 1st, and most importantly, I have lovely flowers in my room. they make me very very happy :-) 2nd, I now have 4 copies of my project, bound and ready to hand in. 3rd, i can talk and smile (and hopefully eat) ( Read more... )

I am seriously scared. My little sis has just passed her driving test. This is just wrong!! I am, of course, very proud of her, but still... whatever next!

I wonder what people's opinion is of me. What sort of a person am I? What am I like, what adjectives would I be described by? In fact, who am I at all? Does anyone actually know the real me? Not expecting any answers here, just wondering how you define your identity. Think I lost mine a while back ( Read more... )

Well I got the PhD, now just need funding. Supervisor seems optomistic he can get it for me though. And a 2:1 as well :-S Got excited about houses yesterday on the phone to a friend. We are going to leave it till after the exams (and till I know if I have funding) but was still fun, and definitely better than talking about work, which is what our ( Read more... )

Generally been a miserable holiday so far, except for sunday. Mum nagging, whole family having more of a life than me, in trouble with dad constantly. Has meant I have been doing some work though............ Sunday, however, was great. Went to see the boat race with a certain someone (who I am missing a lot :-( ). Couldn't see anything of the boats ( Read more... )

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Living is simple ( Read more... )

Today seems to be have a go at Helen day. If you wish to join in, please comment.................