They want me to get rid of him.
I cant do that.
I just.. i dunno.. i love him.

Well... nothing interesting has really happened ( Read more... )

Well theres not much to update about. Im at Mikeys.. lol. funn funn.
Hes washing dishes.. lol haha.
His birthday presents are almost done... well not exactly..lol. not even close. lol
theres so much more to get for him. Its gonna be big this year. <3

I have a new boy. His name is Jeff. <3 ( Read more... )

Well- i havent updated in a very long time ( Read more... )

Everything has been going good. I havent updated in a very long time. But everything is fine. I dont love Dan anymore. Mike and me are friends again. And im happy....Im happy...

So far, so good.
Yesterday Mike, me and my sister all went to the mall. It was the funniest thing ever driving with those 2 in the car. lol I laughed a lot yesterday... i havent laughed in a really long time. Dan was at the mall, but we didnt see him. Im happy we didnt see him. But yea- i didnt buy anything... i really didnt want to. There was ( Read more... )

"When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew"

He said that anytime i called- he'd pick up.
He lied.
It hurts.
Im still working on being the friend... and i think im doing a pretty good job. But tonight he's hanging ( Read more... )

Saturday My boyfriend broke up wit me. 
I constantly feel like i want to die. 
I constantly feel like im dying inside. 
I loved him, i really really loved him,
I've been crying now for 3 days. I cant help it. I really wish it would stop. But everytime i think of him and what we've been through.. it kills me to know that its no more. Infact, im crying ( Read more... )

Hmmm... well school has been okay. It goes by fast, and then i get out after 6th period to go to my job. I love my job so much. They ordered a computer - a brand new one- just for me. I felt so special.

Aqua is so funn. This kid Josh is so funny.. lol. Hes cute.. but baby cute... Gotti- boy cute. Friday i had this low blood sugar thing,, and wen i ( Read more... )

School started. It sucks. Aqua is great, although im not too fond of Mista's class anymore. There are a lot of kids in it that are rude. I think i wud rather be in Pikuls class with Michelle and Erica. Mike is great, if it werent for him, i'd probably would of switched outta Mista's a long time ago.  I got Precalc- its hard as fuck. English is cool ( Read more... )