Figured I'll just stick with my xangas because livejournal is too confusing for me ( Read more... )

The night started out fabulous. Holly's surprise going-away party was just about the best party in the history of parties. It was so much fun, but every now and then I would get sad, thinking about how Holly's moving on Halloween. One week. I don't know what I'm going to do without her. She's so much fun, and she's a good friend, and I just love ( Read more... )

Thursday night was some awesomeness. Because we didn't have school Friday Jamie, Abby and I went to see Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow. That movie is the SHIT. I didn't really understand it, ever, but it was still cool. We got there really early and saw our druggie friends from the bus. They were like "MEGAN!! HEY MEGAN YOU RIDE OUR BUS AND ( Read more... )

I am surrounded by superficiality, if that's even a word. I like to think that there was some substance in my life that made me different than the average giggly, carefree high school girl. But today I realized I am that girl. I could try to deny it, argue that I'm not like that all the time, but it is my choice to be how I am at school, with my ( Read more... )

Today I sit here, alone, feeling a sense of loss inside. The voice in my head tells me that it's time to let go, and I know it is. I like to think that I am a better, less selfish person than I was years ago, and so now I have the chance to prove to myself that, yes, I am a good person. I can do for others before I do for myself. I have grown up, ( Read more... )

Well. Last night was just amazing. My dad and I went to a baseball game (because I am just obsessed with Brian Roberts, 2nd baseman of the Orioles) and it was a night filled with millions of pictures of BriBri, my dad being nice and normal the entire night, cotton candy, two homeruns by the Orioles, and BriBri BriBri BriBri!!! Not to mention I got ( Read more... )

This weekend was AWESOME. It started out with me going to Kristin's house after school Friday. She tried to help me with Geometry but I was too busy singing. Picture K saying "so what's the median formula?" and M throwing herself into K's lap screaming "BUT YOU STILL HAVE ALL OF MEEEE!!!!" Needless to say Kristin won't be volunteering to tutor me ( Read more... )

I haven’t been eating very much lately. I eat what’s expected of me, such as a Pop-Tart for brekkie (because mi madre won’t let me leave the table without eating something because apparently I need food to think and brekkie is the most important meal of the day) and the dinner that’s given to me. So there’s no cause for alarm or anything, I’m not ( Read more... )

My parents come home today from a dreekend away. I'm dreading facing my dad again. Absolutely dreading it. The last conversation we had had me in my room crying for hours. I'm so scared of him ( Read more... )