Damn you all. . . Was my last post about incidents from earlier this semester? No! There was one comment in it. . . a comment that I made on my 21st while intoxicated none-the-less. . . and you all felt the need to start typing and attacking all over again? Why? The real reason it was sad, is that it made me realize that it really wasn't over ( Read more... )

So, today was my 21st birthday. . . Liz, Christy, Jenny, and Julie took me to the fieldhouse. . . 9 shots and more than my share of a fishbowl later I'm sitting here at Nate's making this journal entry. I am more than my share of intoxicated, but it's my 21st so it's to be expected. . . I wish Nate had shown up sooner and more of my SAI/Phi Rho ( Read more... )

The Top 10 Reasons to Date and Engineer ( Read more... )

NATE = WONDERFUL

Well, it had been awhile since I had a migraine. Kind of surprising when I think about it and take into consideration the allergy rash on my arm that just won't go away. Of course sitting on the floor of our bathroom wishing I could throw up and make the migraine go away crying because ***I want my mommy!*** is not exactly what I wanted to be ( Read more... )

I am so unbelievably glad I'm getting away from here this weekend. The last two weeks have pretty much brought me a lot of pain and confusion and not much else. I am an emotional wreck still. From time to time, it is better for awhile, but then it passes and the shitty-ness returns with even more crap to dump on me. If you are a guy and you are ( Read more... )

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Una Lucha de Fronteras/A Struggle of Borders

Because I, a mestiza,
continually walk out of one culture
and into another,
because I am in all cultures at the same time,
alma entre dos moundos, tres, cuatro,
me zumba la cabeza con lo contradictorio.
Estoy norteada por todas las voces que me hablan
simultaneamente.

WHY?!?!?

That one word completely sums up how I feel about a lot of things in life right now. Physically I'm uncomfortable for three different reasons. First, my back hurts again. Second, I have a sinus headache that just will not go away. Third, I pulled a muscle in my leg last night playing cards when everyone tried to tickle me, which still hurts. ( Read more... )