flashbacks

[silentpurgatory]

I'm really begining to wonder if the memories and flashbacks will ever stop.i had one not to long ago about something i have always wondered about, and now i know its true.Now people make me even more digusted.How could anyone do something so grotesque to a fucking little kid.I was fucking 5 years old!I don't understand, where in the fuck was mom?

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[mewimakittie]

*holds and pets* I know how you feels... :/ Mebbe you should go to a cognitive therapist. That is what I have started doing... she is suppose to teach me how to think differently? I'm not sure... its kinda scary cause I don't want to fuck up who I am... I just want to be able to be happy. :/ But... yeah... the world is a sick sick place. It makes me want to hide... but that's not 'healthy'. :/ *huggles* You'll be alright tho I promise.

[silentpurgatory]

i hope so.