yeah i havent updated in a long time.ive spent all of my time over here at jessicas house.*does happy danc*we are currently babysitting her little brotherin.it sucks....they are being punks and whatnot.oh well.we have been spending out time with john and johnny,its grand fun....(hint hint).not much has really gone on in my life.....i have been ( Read more... )

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everything seems as it is going backwards.i tried to push her away and for a while i broke free from the chains.....but now its getting worse.The only people that make me feel worth something are my dear friends.i take great pride in the friends i have.but i do feel as though i am a burden upon them,besides who needs a friend that doesnt know ( Read more... )

I'm really begining to wonder if the memories and flashbacks will ever stop.i had one not to long ago about something i have always wondered about, and now i know its true.Now people make me even more digusted.How could anyone do something so grotesque to a fucking little kid.I was fucking 5 years old!I don't understand, where in the fuck was mom? ( Read more... )

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holy shit holy shit.i NEED to go to the concert in frisco......oh my fucking god.mecheele you must come with me.here is the info on it if your curious ,im gonna print it out today so umm...yeah.anyways here it is ( Read more... )

Her depression reaches out to grab her through the shadowed walls of her cluttered room.No matter how hard she tries to escape the skeleton's grasp, the flashbacks still lie within to haunt and torture her helpless mind.Backed away in the corner she curls up in the the shadows holding her legs together with her arms and the wiplash of ravenous ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "Are You Fit For Satan?"

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well it sure has been a while since i have updated.Nothing realy new.Last firday sam,sheri,max,shawn,and jessica came over.sheri spent the night on firday then mechelle spent the night on saturday.we went to the mall and hung out for a while then left.On sunday sam gave me a ride to the mall and we met up with sheri and shawn around 12:50-ish.i ( Read more... )

And yet again my days have become dreadful.