Man i dont know why all this shit has been happening lately,but its starting to overwhelm me.My beautiful Kevin,it's getting hard for him without me there.especially now that everyone has a boyfriend/girlfriend that he hangs out with.I know hes trying to hold on,as am I,but i just wish i had more to say.I dont know what to tell him,I love him so ( Read more... )

Goddamn this has been one hell of a week.yesterday was shitty and to top it all off today my dad called the therapist so i missed part of my drama final.grand.yeah my therapist threatened to send me somewhere if i cut myself any deeper and i have three disorders according to him ( Read more... )

i finally found this band's site.there really sexy and pretty good to.theres a pic for ya too.go to the link below to check them out.

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Fuck im pissed as hell.My dad is being fucking stupid and he thinks i hate him.what the fuck.I dont hate him,I just dont agree with his actions.My stepmom,now shes the one i hate,not him.FUCK HE PISSED ME OFF SO BAD!I got mad because my stepmom statred saying that she knows 'many things that i dont about my past" etc.which first of all she has no ( Read more... )

Today went by fast so it was semi good.I had to go to max's house today so i could study drama.It was pretty cool cause we got your stage practice done and we finished our note thingys.We watched a beautiful mind in my 4th period today.I have seen that movie so many goddamn times....i swear man...really.I have noticed,over the past couple of weeks ( Read more... )

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Oh my fucking god i just finished typing that peice of shit story of mine.My hands hurt so bad.wow that sucked.Anyways yes....mmm i love soilwork...is good stuff.so what did you think of my Till pictures below eh?beautiful arent they?heh god im such a dork...no really.damnit i miss kevin so much its not fair.i feel so fucking hollow...that probably ( Read more... )

Yesterday was bad...i mean really bad.i cried from like 3:00 to 5:22 pm striaght.i felt so shitty.anyways yeah i gotta type a 16 page story i wrote for my english class today...FUCK!thats so gay man.Im thinking about taking a german class at peirce college with Tammi and jocilyn this summer.then i can really be a nazi haha.yeah right.I got some ( Read more... )

yep yep so im back yet again....im bored see ya.kevin i LOVEE YOU!!!hehehe.

Today was gay.Don't ask why it just was.i had an awsome weekend though. mechelle and i got messed up and walked near half across town.We also went to this battle of the bands thing and city hall but the cops were watching every where and there was really shitty punk music....actually it wasnt even as good as punk it was like....10 year olds trying ( Read more... )