love can never find me love can not ever find me when it does it just gets fucked up by the people i though loved me but yet when you think about it no one will ever love me no one has ever loved me and i think that is how god wanted my life to be i am hated i am lost in a hole to deep to climb out of people think they know me yet they don't then people who are my friends go around saying junk like well she's a stalker and a bitch if i was to die it would be the best thing to ever happen i would forfeit the endless fight with the world and that way i can get out of that hole to deep to get out of. well i g2g befor i am a bitch again i thought we were friends i was so sure of it at the time but things happen for the best things no one would ever want to happen in my case god waited for the approite time to tell me who i need to be friends with cause i never went to that play we would still be friends i would never try to take your will from you, you two look to cute together and i think its wrong to do things like that but oh well no
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hi it's heatherim_not_okay1134February 22 2005, 20:45:43 UTC
hey everyone okay today has been messed up and nothing can change that nah i guess a few people can make it ten times better. well will if your reading this i hate you soooooo much why do you have to go and ruin everything for everyone in the world what the fuck is your problem why do you have to start trouble everywhere you show up know what everything in the youth group was fine befor you showed up why is it that i got blamed for the whole oh heather wants will thing well guess what i didn't want you i never have wanted you so get over your self what it was is you wanted shasta so you put me in the middle of you and casie so casie might break up with you so you could have shasta well guess what it didn't work ha your little plan back fired so HA screw you and as for casie i'm sorry i didn't tell you that on that thursday i went to the play i wasn't hanging all over will he was hanging all over shasta and you know what that rachlel chick likes me and after all i knew that will would break your heart and i am truley sorry about that
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Re: hi it's heatherim_not_okay1134February 22 2005, 22:19:47 UTC
okay i told her to stop following you but is what matt said true about you only being able to tolerate me for a short preiod of time because if it's true then okay i won't come around as much but if it's not then everything can go back to normal!
heather plz stop sayin shit bout Will OKAY cuz I LOVE HIM!!! and i dont go on ur journal trashin ur bf so dont come on mine trashin ppl...OKAY so yeah none of that stuff bout will is tru and u need to get ur shit strait b4 u open ur mouth...peace...
i wrote that like forever ago but you didn't seem to relise that the dates down on the bottom i can't belive you think i just wrote that and Blink-182 broke-up i know u probably already know but still. well g2g
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anonymous
February 27 2005, 20:58:03 UTC
sorry i have inconvinced you for a year 3 months don't worry about me saying any shit about will cause i won't talk i am a mute from now on thanks for all the memories that haunt me now that just happen to be about the summer from hell.
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