i'm sick of ur bullshit
all u do is bring me down
my worlds a downward spiral
since the day u came around
i use to be so happy
a smile not far from my face
but now the way u make me feel
i seem like a big discrace
i cant stand it much longer
life this way is 2 fuckin hard
but ur makein me that much stronger
i'm learning to stand alone
no longer needing a ( Read more... )

u expect me to believe in your god when you can't prove a damn thing about him thats tru, i mean if u read the book of "god" you'll relize that it wasnt written by the ppl in it, it was written hundreds of years after they were dead and gone, so how do we kno if its tru or not? and theres the fact okay jesus was born in APRIL then y do we remember ( Read more... )

i cry myself to sleep

i cry myself awake

i cry just to live

i cry when i think of you

i cry when i think of me

i cry when i think of pain i cause

i cry well alot and i cant alwayz explain why...

if i cry...does that hurt you?

if i bleed...does that hurt you?

if i die...does that hurt you?

if i love...does that hurt you?

if i hate...does that hurt you?

if i live...does that hurt you?

just a few questions i have

plz dont go i beg you as tears roll down my face

i feel like such a discrace

evil thoughts fill my head

like how much better your lives would be if you just one day found me dead

how would that make you all feel?

for some reason i kno it'd be no big deal

now i'm thinkin about way back when

good times that can never be again

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tears are falling from my eyes

tomorro is the day i die

cant wait till "god's" selected date

by then it'll be why to late

hate the way i feel inside

thats what finnally made me decide

to take it into MY OWN hands

just b/c no one else can

wish some1 would reach out and say

"i love you" and "everythings gonna be okay"

but they wont so owell

see all u ( Read more... )

i'm sittin here all alone listin to these sad songs tears are welling up in my eyes i feel the sudden need to die dont get scared its not gonna happen its just the way i feel today love is not in my heart and i feel so empty and cold help is needed but none is to be found o well i'll figure it out somehow...

silent tears fall from my eyes
you sit and watch as time flys
you dont care now, u nvr will
but when i slip off the sill
i hope you at least come and morn
the life i had but do no more...

ppl say you can be what ever u wanna be, well what if who u become is worst than who u were to start w/??...

Stop lookin for love, if u do that i promise it'll find you...

just a few random thoughts

its so cold in here and i cant seem to get anything rite the colors are fadeing from my face and the feelings drainging from my mind not a soul can see the darkness that lives inside of me silently waiting to show itself to the world