you grab my hand as if 2 help
then u let me go and say "do it urself"
i need u now more than then
but now it wont ever be the same again
so i try to get up and of corse i fail
but hey maybe theres mor like me in the pits of hell
but if no i'll go on and be
the sad existance known as me

i'm writeing to you all just b4 you watch me fall i'm already sliping and you havent noticed yet, but when u do you'll all regret the things you called me and the way you made me feel never giving me time to heal i've heard it all from "your the best" to "stupied bitch" but i kno the last one is the only truth...

I sit here and cry tears no1 in this world can hear but from another place you hear my sobs and take my hand to make me stop if only you knew the tru side of me you would turn around and let me weep...

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