::emo tear:: i broke my CD player today ( Read more... )

im so fucking tired of this god damn shit. i thought maybe this year was gonna be a better year for me, holy shit was i wrong. lets see my grades suck, i hate everyone at school, my mom bitches at me for no god damn reason, ronnie stoped talking to me completely and i dont know why, and stephanie's back i guess. i mean i didnt think things in life ( Read more... )

i wrote ths for my paper for JR English. let me now what u think ( Read more... )

my b-day pretty much sucked. ronne never came over, which means he broke a promise he had with me, figures. then my mom and grandma got pissed at me because i was getting mad at my brother. i took 2 shots, and drank like 3 beers, thats nothing. then today i oke up at 7:47...GRRR!!!! then joie and i went to the mall gt hit on by a mexican at ( Read more... )

"And Silence Still Remains ( Read more... )

he hasnt emailed me back, i mean i dont get it, i do so much for the dude, out of prolly all the girls he knows im the only one who hasnt fought with him, got pissed at him, wasnt there for him because of whatever, ive been there through everything, ive seen him get fucked over plenty of times. yes my heart has been crush before, but thats normal ( Read more... )

nothing majo happend today ( Read more... )

(187) Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Yes ( Read more... )

this is gonna be pretty much be me bitching ( Read more... )

ok well lets see where to start. i got home around 12 today. then i called joie cuz she wanted me to go to the saturday market in portland. so she asked me if i wanted to go with her, her family and heathers family. so i went. took a shower and everything in like 15 mins. whoo! so this is what went on ( Read more... )