im in deep shit....::hides:: i was talking to mikes ex and i didnt know it! and i was talking about him!

Ok, holy shit, I got some pics of the hottest thing ever made...Mike, he reminds me of Ronnie. Which is why I think I liked Ronnie so much. Who knows right? Anywho. Im gonna see if I got 'mad skillz' and try this link thing. Ill give a 'sample' of Mike.


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AHHH stress. theres so much happeing all at once.

im trying to get this PSA video done for my 3rd period.

i have to find time between everything and the PSA video to work on my power point for jr english.

and to to everything off. i started my damn peiod at school!!

i need hugs...::sigh:

holy jesus on weed and 'crank' im in heat.

joies brothers band without a singer is over and i saw a preview of men...lol. now i must find a way to see close up. maybe do a little sucky sucky and fucky fucky. lmao j/k. ::sigh:: i wish, well i dunno.

anywho.

chow, i need to borrow some condoms, lmao j/k! god im leaving!

OMFG JOIE JUST MASSIVLY LIFTED MY HOODIE WITH MY SHIRT! she exposed me! thats like rape with class. it said it made her wet. sick! Raul aren't u proud ( Read more... )

well today has been sooo long. last night i was up from 12-3. damn ulcer shit. i think it was from the mexican food i had that day. i dunno. so i got like 3 hours of sleep. i woke up and asked my mom if she could take me to school at 10:20 when my 3rd period started. she said she couldn't leave work to do that and i could just stay home. so i went ( Read more... )

since thusday, my life hasn't changed. thursday, i didnt get any sleep. friday i went to school got sick. i think u can call it getting sick, under my chin is all swollen. my mom thnks its mono. whatever. then after school friday me andkayla went to stay over at joies. we let kayla get online because she never ets to at her house. josh(her ex) was ( Read more... )

for the first time in my 17 years of living on this shitty ass land i gave someone else the honor to just kill me and get it over with. i wished for it to happen as i sleep. each blink i wished was the last one i blinked. each breath i wished was the last one i ever took. theres no such thing as 'i promise' there is no such thing as 'always' there ( Read more... )

well im never changing my background by myself again. i fucked the whole thing up, but thanks to joie its alive again ( Read more... )

ive been doing a lot of thinking since yesterday. gave myself a few headaches here and there, but thats normal. im getting myself into trouble, well actually my heart is. i think im getting feelings for my ex matt again. i dont really wanna though, but i cant control my heart. i find out he kinda lied to me about him liking joie. he told me he ( Read more... )