I haven't updated this since Winter Break. I did really well last semester: 3 As, an A-, and one B. Overall a 3.7 gpa. I'm happy about it. Hopefully this semester will be a good one as well. These are the classes I'm taking now:
-Gender Studies
-Energy & Society
-Poetry
-Crime & Violence
-Lit. Theory

Good News! I won again this year for the poetry ( Read more... )

It is finally the end of a semester. Hopefully I'll get all A's for once in my life. I liked all of my classes this semester, overall they went pretty well. I lost my roomie, Jill, though and will now be stuck with a complete stranger come January. Oh, my life.

I excited for Christmas, though I wish I had enough money to buy people presents for ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this in so long. I just had Thanksgiving dinner the other day with my family and my grandparents. It was so good to be home again. I miss being at home during the holidays.

So only a couple weeks left for the semester (very stressful, busy weeks) and then back home for a month. I'm gonna be watching Noah again, and, hopefully, not ( Read more... )

i've never felt more sad or alone in my life.

There's only one week left. Then it's summer.
I don't know if I'm happy completely about that. I won't be seeing a bunch of my friends really anymore after this week. I've been very sad lately.
I hate goodbyes. And I hate loving people who I can never be with...it's getting old.
And this just feels like complaining. And no one cares. No one but me. 

 I'm amazed how quickly life changes and passes by.

Feels like just yesterday my hands could not reach past my father's waist.

Seems like I just skipped my whole life and am here now, unaware of how I got here.

Wish time was truly like a calendar and I could flip to any day, any year, and there

I would be.

So I haven't made one of these in a while. Thought I'd update for the invisible people who read this. My life=

ANGRY
I hope you're happy with
what you've done to me-
stripping me of my dignity-
making every step I take
in pain,
a joke
a laughing stock-
and you're to blame

Lie to me once again
up there- on your throne
oh, it is not your own 
life that you ( Read more... )

Well, break is almost over.
Going back to SNHU on Monday after I visit my awesome Indian dentist. lol.
I am really excited about my poetry class. I've waited almost my whole life to take a class that's just about poetry :)
I'm going to miss my wu though :(

I hope this semester goes well.

(Oh. And I cannot wait for summer 0:) )

 "Cause this is a battle,
This is a final last call.
It was a trial,
You made a mistake,
we know.
Why aren't you sorry,
Why aren't you sorry, Why?
Things can be better
You used to be happy, Try."

I really like that song. The words can apply to alot of people in my life.
It's so hard to be happy. Especially with everything that goes wrong in this world.
I ( Read more... )

I can't believe that I didn't win. And it has nothing to do with the money. It's the fact that I can never say I was justified.
I feel so empty. I feel that what happened to me was tossed aside and that no one cared or took the time to judge my case properly.

15 fucking minutes. That's all the time they took.
15 minutes before they told me that he ( Read more... )