My bitter ending from a slow decay

[silentvirgo82]

That test I took on Friday for EMT I feet I aced, if not, I got a high B. Go me... Kinda hard to sound enthused right now because I really am lacking the pep in my step. It's just been a weird past couple of nights. Obviously it's not cool to find out that someone you grew up with overdosed and died. When I told my ma at about 9:30ish she said

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[xloveisforkeeps]

im sorry we didn't get to hang out... i felt like you didn't want to b/c you didn't mention anything to me about it either. and i didn't get your TM or phone calls that night, i was asleep and didnt have my phone by me, i didn't hear it at all... and last night, i was exhausted its been a crazy week and friday afternoon/night was pretty rough drinking wise so i was dead. i was in the car with amanda and her boyfriend so its not like i could really talk... i dunno, i just hope you aren't mad at me about that.

[silentvirgo82]

I just don't know what you want or how you feel anymore.

[xloveisforkeeps]

kinda confused... i just posted a comment and it didn't show up so i'm doing it again to see if this works, or if maybe you just have it set up to where ppl can't read the comments...