i cannot wait for friday... donlan, sochacki, chuck and shaun are coming out here for the purdue/iowa game... its gonna be one crazy night and then tailgate :) my parents are coming on friday too and they are taking me shopping... def excited about that too ( Read more... )

i think lauren and katie are right... i think i have had the wrong "type" all along... scott is not my type at all and i am happier than ever ( Read more... )

cuz its all in my head
i think about it over and over again
i replay it over and over again
and I can't take it, I can't shake it no...

wow... he really did love me...

art history fuckin blows... i'm gonna fail it so i should probably drop, but i don't know if i can, because then i am only taking 11 hours... fucking art, why am i going to need to know that shit later in life... who gives a shit about how to spell some french guy that painted some picture 200 years ago's name... GRRRRR ( Read more... )

i'm at home for the weekend and it feels soooo good to just relax and be away from all the madness going on in IC. i love it to death there, but there is always so much going on. there are a lot of people going home this weekend so i think it was a good choice to come on back to a-town. donlan is home this weekend too, which is AWESOME ( Read more... )

so we broke up tonight... i really don't even know what to say about it.

i really don't know what to do... i don't want to make a decision that i am going to regret, but i'm really not sure if it is right for me. i am not happy and i have enough other things to deal with and i don't need the distraction. i hate this... i want to be able to give another chance, but i just don't know if it is worth it in the long run, ( Read more... )

i only have 100 dollars left, i really don't know what i'm going to do, i have been blowing money left and right on the stupidest shit. i need to stop going out so much. i need to study more... and remember why it is that i'm here... i am doing good in the 2 classes that i care about, but i haven't been doing anything in the 2 i hate, which is a ( Read more... )

so as of today ryan and i have been together for a month... its gone by REAL fast. we had a kinda rough weekend, but i trust him when he says things will change. im really proud of him for getting everything settled at COD and getting his life back on track. i know he's capable of doing so much, i just hope that he takes this all seriously and ( Read more... )