...he shags me into next Tuesday and we're high on happy intimacy hormones for like, the 3rd day in a row now. After not having any sex for like 3 weeks (but in that time we both got sick for two weeks and I had a shitty period, and I was getting pretty horngry, if that's even a thing. And if "hangry" can be A Thing, I'm sure "horngry" can also be ( Read more... )

Okay okay okay, Executive decision ( Read more... )

I'm intentionally not leaving myself much time to write this before my next appointment. Because I am already at the point where I'm refusing to dwell ( Read more... )

I realized after that last entry it might have sounded like I was off to kill myself. Nope. Sorry, betches, I'm still here ( Read more... )

I just want to scream sometimes.

I just… fuck.

I know he was a nice guy. I know you liked him.

BUT HE HAD AN AFFAIR WITH A MOTHER AND HER 14 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER.
THAT WAS *HIS* CHOICE. HE REALLY DID THOSE THINGS. HE REALLY BROKE MY HEART. HE REALLY TEXTED WITH THAT WOMAN AS IF *I* WAS A PAIN IN THE ASS. IT MATTERS.
IT MATTERS.
IT MATTERS.IT ( Read more... )

I am *SO* sick of spoon-feeding my client ( Read more... )

lol I don't mean that in a bad way. I definitely consented! But last night when we went to bed, he laid down on his stomach and I was on my side with my arm under my pillow, and his arm was reached up and out, so our fingers interlaced and he held my hand while we fell asleep, even though we didn't touch anywhere else (again, too hot). But the ( Read more... )

So I've been feeling lethargic lately and I woke up this morning with extreme tiredness even after sleeping a full night, and a scratchy throat (not a sore throat, but like, that pre-sore throat scratchiness that tells you you're fighting something off?). All day I've just felt run down. We a had a Place To Be tonight and when we were getting ( Read more... )

don't have long to write here, just want to put it down for catharsis' sake. Had sex last night for the first time in ...ages. Well okay, I think, the last entry I wrote where we had sex was what, Sept. 17th, and now it's Oct. 10th? Almost a month, then ( Read more... )

It is a beautiful autumn morning. We've left the window open; the curtains have been breathing cool air into the room all night. Finally cool enough to want a blanket, but only halfway up... I wake before him, and turn to see his handsome sleeping face in the dim light. I move in closer, laying my head and arm on his bare chest for a moment. His ( Read more... )