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if i died right now, i would be relieved...
i feel like dying. ive been at ally's house crying about travis for 6 hours. my eyes are puffy and red, my heart aches like it never has before, and i want to kill myself. it seems like hes trying to get back at me for when i broke up with him because i wasnt in love with him and didnt know how i felt. then i came back and im in love with him more ( Read more... ) -
july 4th
well..i havent used this in a while but im gonna start again. today i woke up to the sound of my cell phone when sam was calling. i clicked ignore and went back to my slumber. later on my phone rang again and it was my mom asking me if id seen my dad. after telling her i had not gotten out of my bed yet she hung up and i went to the kitchen. to my ( Read more... ) -
ohhhh shit son
so ever since myspace has taken over everyone's lives and i have a life that consists of school, softball, and friends/boyfriend, i dont have time to update that often anymore. anyway, the plan for this break is to be stoned for the entire spring break. ive gone 4 days so far and i better smoke tonite or it'll fuck up the whole plan. ive been ( Read more... ) -
ugh wtf?
so my boyfriend can be so gay sometimes ( Read more... ) -
mother fuckerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
yes im so mad. okay so me n sam hav e spent 2 weekends trying to find ourt green friend but he is seriously unavailable...so not fair grr and i got into like 3 fights with travis and im hot hold on... okay much better. omfg im so fucking bored! i cant even update i have SHITLOADS OF HW to do tomorrow...this blows wow. okay well im out pce before i ( Read more... ) -
yayyyyy
so this morning i got my liscence!!!!!!!!!!! woohooo too bad im not getting my car till march tho...fucking leasing shit. w/e. anyway ive been with sam n travis most of my break but now they're both busy so i gotta start branching out to other people...damn. haha no okay so yeah new years was awesome. julia n sim came over n sam too we did some ( Read more... ) -
i just read josh's journal
hahahahah omg remembering the best party ive ever been to is so fun. woohoo! omg if u wanna like see it read jumpingjackjosh's journal...WOOHOO! ok yeah me n sam have done nothing for like long periods of time. we woke up at 1 today and havent done shit. we're sitting in bathing suits waiting for the hot tub to get hot...hmm..ok so for my bday we ( Read more... ) -
another day down...
its been another week almost since i updated. break started, nothign special there. i did pretty well on my exams i think i still dont know what i got on my AP exam...w/e i probably have a C anyway...who cares. i cant wait till report cards come out. my birthday is tomorrow!!! im so excited even though idk what im doing really. im having dinner ( Read more... ) -
so its been a while...
its been a long time since i last updated. its amazing how one entry about your own life can spark such a rebellion. wow. so u fuckers are gay who dont even know me especially brittany...one of sam's friends. get a tan u fucking orange bitch!! seriously..and who gets caught stealing an exam at the end of the year and gets expelled. haha ur ( Read more... ) -
kljfg kxjhxghfg
yep so friday i saw the grudge with my momma and saw evan and benny and jeremy. that was arrite, then we went to eat at the original steakhouse, really good. saturday i had softball games. we beat the pink team and lost to the green. then i went to force e and got scuba gear then i went to arbor oaks and had a fun night. yess i did. ask if u wanan ( Read more... )